Still kickin!

I'm still going! My break last week really killed the pump I had though. I'm starting to get my groove back now. I think i'm about 4 lbs heavier than I was at this time last year 4.5 weeks out...BUT...i'm eating more and only doing 1 extra hour of cardio still. I'm trusting Tony knows what he's doing. I'm not sure what my body will do though YIKES!!! I did see some abs veins after my workout today though WOO! There not phenomonal yet or anything but i'll take them.

My energy was non existent today. I woke up tired and i'm still kind of tired. Not sure what that's all about. I'm not drinking coffee 3 x's a day anymore so that could be it??

I was suppose to talk with Tony Tuesday but still haven't. I guess I should give him a buzz.

I took my sister to the mall last night and bought her some new contacts. Afterwards she asked if I wanted to go to Panera Bread and eat something. That was a big NO. She said she wishes I could be normal but she knows this is just another way for me to feel good about having an eating disorder. Wow, she really does understand me. I don't know what I would do without her.

Howdy!

Thanks for all the anniversary wishes, we had a great time! Thursday we hung out at the pool and went to the workout room. It was awesome! Then Friday we went to the amusement park...i'm getting old. First off when I do roller coasters I don't eat the entire day. I know, I know that's not good when you're in training. I was up 2 lbs on Saturday from NOT eating. I didn't get to drink my 2 gals of water either EEK!! Oh well i'm back on track now.

5 weeks out! I just wish my arms were more toned. I know they'll get there eventually. I mean I never thought my legs or abs would look like they do either right??

Mike and I are taking Boomer hiking this morning! That is my favorite workout because even though it's the toughest it doesn't last forever like the treadmill.

9 years :)

Today is mine and Mike's 9th year anniversary! We're going to stay at Homewood Suites tonight in Cincinnati and then tomorrow we're headed to KingsIsland!

I weighed 116.6 this morning! My dog and I started walking this morning and got a little tag along. It was a Siberian Husky with pure white eyes. She was so pretty and couldn't have been over a year old. She followed us home and we had her in our backyard but she escaped LOL!

My shorts that I couldn't wear on my cruise are falling off of me now WOO! Well I could have worn them but I like my stuff baggy.

I'll be 5 weeks out this weekend so no funnel cakes for me tomorrow :) Boy that makes me sick just thinking about it barf!

Hey!!

Just thought I'd post something at least. I really enjoyed my b-day cake on Sunday :) I only had 1 tiny piece and my willpower was in overdrive! I did have some peanut M&M's too. I was so tired yesterday and I think it was all the sugar leaving my system. I went to bed at 8p last night and slept right through my morning cardio and woke up at 5:45a. I did do it tonight though! My weight was up
.6 lbs Monday morning but I weighed this morning and i'm back at 117.2 LOL!

I got my new meal plan from Tony Sunday! I was expecting the drop in oats etc...but it's actually MORE food! It's like to good to be true! For those of you that followed my first journey and my second attempt you know that I did TONS of cardio and my 1/2 cup of oats turned into 1/3 cup and so on...well this time is totally different. I really hope it works because I feel great!

Thanks for the post about my tiny waist. It's really all i've got to cling onto. My hips are holding fat big time grrr....I know it'll go though. I really need to start focusing on my shoulders. After this show i'll have a talk with Tony about that. I try and try but you just can't see them. I can see them but when I pose they disappear.

I should be getting my car tomorrow! I'll be sad giving mine up :( At least I sold it to a guy I work with so I know where it'll be.

6 weeks out!

I weighed in at 117.2 this morning Woo! I am still eating tons of carbs and only doing 1 hour extra cardio. It's like now my body is starting to respond FINALLY!

I also sold my car yesterday! Mine should be in Monday or Tuesday YIPPEE! I'll miss my car though :(

Tagged

I was tagged by Michelle

6 Random Facts About Me:

1. I have a huge family, 50 cousins on my dad's side. We're not having a reunion this year due to the flood destroying the park :( This is the only time I ever see my family on his side even though we all live in a 30 mile radius. I wish as I had gotten older I had stayed closer to them.

2. When I get real drunk I piss myself...yes I said it.

3. I have to have my radio and air/heat turned off before I shut my car off. When I get into someone's car and they start it and there vents are on it drives me crazy.

4. I am a huge hermit. If I lived in a cabin on a mountain I would be happy.

5. One time in elementary school I was playing on the rings and fell on my face. I had a bloody nose and fat lip. I remember my mom coming to pick me up :)

6. I am a huge animal lover. I don't like to see stories about animals being hurt etc...now people being hurt doesn't phase me LOL!

33!

So i'm the big 33 today. I'll be the first one to admit I was a spoiled rotten little brat and got everything I wanted when I was little. Being hit by a car helped somewhat i'm sure? Anyway, this has been a GREAT b-day so far and my party isn't until Sunday! That's when i'll get my ice cream cake :)

Today at work I got to my desk and found it decorated with streamers, a box of See's candie, box of See's caramel lollipops and cards. Check this card out.

It says we "pitched in" for your b-day LOL! They no I never participate in those things :) Not that I don't want to but you know ;) Then the box of See's candy was empty with a piece of gum, inside the lollipop box were the empty wrappers LOL! It was great!!

I got $50 from my in laws too :) Lots of text messages and e-mails! It was a great day!

My husband who bought my pullup/ab tower for my birthday a few weeks ago picked me up for work and took me to get my hair trimmed. He had a nicely wrapper present waiting for me and in it was a cute dress and a nike outfit! I love that man :)

Oh and I forgot one little thing, I ordered a new car last night! It's just like mine only newer :)

Grow Dang You!

That's me talking to my shoulders. I hit them hard tonight! I can't compete with Stacey and Tina with little shoulders!

I don't like cherries and I don't like chocolate covered fruit however....dark chocolate cherry coffee is the bomb!!!

I'm still eating a ton of carbs and only doing an hour of extra cardio hmmmm....I hope my body responds once I drop the carbs and do tons of cardio. I'm suppose to weigh and send pics to Tony soon. I hope I see a difference. I'm feeling leaner and looking better but he always puts the smack down. Okay, I know my butt is big and stores the fat!

Oh Yum!

Okay i'm in Heaven!

I've got some obstacles coming my way next week. I'll get through....

Got the coffee at this store Harry and David.

I paid $15.95 for the sampler, much cheaper :)

She's Here!!!

So this is actually my sister's 3rd car this year. After hers was flooded ('04 Corolla) she ordered a new one. She was doubtful at first because she really loved "Carol". So her new one had arrived and was sitting in Ohio by the Ohio River. I'm not kidding when I say they called to tell her sorry the river flooded and her new car was washed away! My sister is very laid back and totally opposite of me. I would have broke down and ate cake or something. Well they found another one in California and it arrived yesterday! She drove it over here and of course now i'm going to get a new Matrix so we sort of have matching cars :) I was waiting for the new Toyota Venza to come out but I don't think I can wait. I really love my Matrix and want a new one! They have one touch sunroofs now...upgrade HA!

I'm so excited about competing in November now! I guess I really should focus first on my September show! 7 weeks out this weekend! My body is finally functioning properly so I think the fat will melt off this time around without killing myself. I'm eating a container of oatmeal a week...not joking. Stacey you better lay off the bacon now ;)

Is there a Sex and the City girl that wears an ugly uniform, talks about poop, and wears her hair in a ponytail all the time? That would be me LOL!