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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

TOM got the best of me

Man, I hate blogging when i'm depressed but I need to remember these times. I'm not really depressed just feeling like a bloated blob and to make matters worse the surgery is tomorrow! I ate 7 peanut M&M's today, more than my ounce allowance of almonds, and work is getting so bad that they even took away the water coolers today!! I'm not going to continue on a downward spiral though, no sir! I just want to get this dang surgery over with, heal and then be gung ho!

Yesterday there was brownies, muffins and mexican food and I didn't even look at it. Okay that's a lie I looked at it and watched everyone feed their fat faces. I am so strong and times and then today I freaking ate those damn M&M's. Oh well, i'm not going to dwell on that. Tonight Mike, Mom, Sis and I are going to go eat at Applebee's :) I may see if my dad wants to come too. I'm going to eat the tilapia and double broccoli mmmm....that may be my last meal for awhile. I can't eat or drink anything after midnight and I have to be at the hospital at 5:30a. I can't wait to start taking my supplements again!!!!

I'll let you guys know how things went Sat or Sun. Thanks Jessica for your wise words on my last post :)

15 comments:

Becca said...

I will be thinking of you at 530! I'll be up doing my cardio and I'll say a little prayer. I hope it goes well for you.

Bec

Eve is going to Nationals... AGAIN said...

sending positive vibes to you chick! I'm sure you'll heal quick and be back in the game in no time! These things are sent to test us

Jodi Lane said...

You're always in my prayers beebs :) I LOVE U!

DB (Bella) said...

Stay strong and I'm thinking of you!

Health Girl said...

Hang in there. You ARE strong. I'll be thinking of you tomorrow- wishing you the best! Speedy healing to you.
(((HUGS)))
Check in when you can so we don't worry too much. ;)

Ruby said...

Good Luck April!

Peaches*n*Cream said...

Hope everything goes ok April :)

Evelyne said...

You will be in my thoughts and prayers. Will be checking here to see how you are. Hugs girl!

P.S. And thanks so much for your comment! It really made me smile.

C2 said...

Thinking of you Sweet Gal! I'm sure everything is going well! :)

xoxo

~ Elizabeth

Tressa said...

hope surgery went ok!!!

Melissa H said...

Hope you're recovering okay!

Muslfetish said...

Angela e-mailed and said u came thru just fine woot! Now just a few days of recovery and u can get back to doing ur thang ;) lol! Here's to a speedy recovery and damn m&m's are good...I'm mean m&m's be damned! Lol :)

Tearose said...

Hey April, wishing you a speedy recovery!

Krissa said...

Praying for you girl!

BTW: you are 7....7 m&m's. I wouldnt even blog about that. I wish that was my problem. You are so disciplined. You deserve those m&m's every now and then :)

Jessica said...

Hey girl...although I didn't post on your blog last week, I was definitely thinking about you! It was a wee bit nutty at work.. anyhoozle, thanks for the shout out. I will need you to tell me the same thing after I have the baby and want to start working out right away! :)

Jess