Wednesday, October 24, 2007

The Confessional

Well here I am 6 truffles, 1 tortilla and many quarters worth of M&M's attacking my fat cells :) I don't know why I ate those things?? Okay, yes I do. I think depriving myself for so long has taken it's toll. I'm not going down without a fight though, what a lousy excuse. I have been eating my scheduled meals and doing all my workouts so hopefully i'll be okay.

I have been increasing in all my weights and it's exciting!! Okay, all but my dang biceps.....I wish they would get stronger darnit! I can't wait to diet down again after this mini bulking phase. May 31st will be my next contest if everything goes according to plan. Then the next is Sept 13th :) They are both OCB and i'm thinking of maybe doing an NPC but haven't made up my mind yet. I really don't feel like buying a 1 piece and may wait until I have more size before I step up next to those women.

Mike has school on Wednesday and I get so bored. I've been cleaning my house like crazy. Which reminds me the Yankee Candle Creme Brulee is the bomb!!

Angela and I have reserved out hotel and purchased our tickets for the Arnold Expo next year!!!!! I can't wait!!! We are going to have a blast and get to meet many of our idols! Of course the most exciting part will be meeting her :) She is going to fly into Indy and then i'll pick her up and we'll road trip to Columbus together. FUN FUN FUN!! Of course both of our men had the same thing on their minds.....Is she hot, can I stay with you guys, are you guys sleeping together?? MEN!!! LOL!!!!

BTW, sorry for the screen of chocolates. Isn't it nice though to have the willpower to be able just to look at the screen and not have to have them? I had it Monday but come Tuesday when the truffles were there in front of me I didn't hee hee!!


Natasha said...

Hye April,

I know how you feel on the mini food attacks. I had one too earlier this week and felt so darn guilty afterwards. I think I was PMSing, lol. So now we must punish ourselves with some good clean eating and movement. (Not too bad, huh?) I hope that you have a better day and you will bulk up those arms in no time.

Trojan said...

You will have a blast at the Arnold...maybe you can meet the Governator! :P

Colette said...

You are allowed to have one of those days (only because you work you butt off all the time). One day won't do any damage, which you probably already know.

How fun...a road trip to see all those great idols. Hopefully you'll be able to talk to some of them and get some great advice. The hubby's sound funny...typical.

With your bi's, are you doing free weights? DB's or BB's? Some times if you switch it up, you'll push through and be able to lift heavier. I have to do that a lot.

Have a great day!

KatieFeldmom said...

How fun for you and Angela!!!

Stef said...

Are you and Angela planning on going to the BB finals on Friday night? I think you have to get your tickets thru ticketmaster and they are like $80. Just checking. I have not decided if I am going to do that or the BFL Gala dinner....it was on the same night last year.


sonniejane said...

Hey,I am going to the Arnold too! I would love to meet you but I would probably have a million questions to ask you because you always do so great.